Monday, July 21, 2014

Sharp embers

How many days and how many nights have we waited? Harsh and cold winter knights. Their silver swords can never tell us the stories we want to hear. Memories fade slowly, as dragons burn the world away. We are forever as slaves to fate.

When you listen to the sound of something important disappearing from your life forever, do you see the black window there and hear the thunder outside. The boy, he screams and he will fall. Tell me, what is life worth when everything else has gone?

I prayed to the gods, the cruel gods. Hear us, take us away to a secret place, where the sharp embers of this world cannot touch us. They laughed, we hope, desire and wait. It is all a game to you. Have we paid the price for all our sins, or is there still something left!

Sunday, May 4, 2014

One night in Paris

She was walking down the narrow, old streets in the rain. The cobbled ways were grey and uneven, the houses looked weary and sorrowful. The door-knockers had not been used in a long, long time. The town was falling into despair. She stopped under a flickering streetlight, and looked up at the cold skies. The rains were relentless, and they would not stop for her.

She walked on, through the sad, old alleys. And saw a light at the end of it. A small carriage, innocent looking and ordinary, with two weary ponies and a small light in front of it. It beckoned to her. The master asked her to get in, out of the rain, and it would take her anywhere. There were many other carriages further down the street, she would take them. But he persisted. He followed her and insisted that she must take his carriage. And so weary, she did.

The carriage took her away, far into the night. It flew through the skies and above the rain. The horses were unicorns in spun silver, she had not noticed before. The master was a leprechaun, and her carriage was breaking into a dream. The world came alive, transformed by some magic. She was walking through a garden path, with artists and sculptors weaving beautiful visions around her. It made her smile, she had never known of this world before. And he sat at the end of the path, waiting.

In his arms, she stayed that night. In the midnight light of the stars, in the most beautiful moments in the world. A time that was perfect as a dewdrop, that could not be touched. His touch was like a kiss in spring. He was an angel, come from another world, to be with her. She was happy with him, her feelings beyond anything she had ever known. Looking into his eyes, he beguiled her and they danced forever. Nothing could hurt her there.

Until the morning came and took him away. No carriage waited for her, to take her home. She fell from the skies. The world was still grey. The rains were colder and more cruel than the night before. They covered her tears. She could not find the master, the horses or the streets anymore. Lost, in an unknown world, she stumbled and fell. She looked for him, but he was just a dream, gone forever.

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Shadows

The old woman told a story. About a young girl on a beautiful white horse. She danced on her heels, flowers in her hair and her hands. Dreamed of far-fought wars and glimmering swords. Of forts climbed and pebbles in the sand.

And the monsters walked into their gardens. They were scaled and green, wearing masks of fear. Shadowed cloaks trailed them. They tread in uncertainty. Wolves howled in sorrow and rains lashed at them. They were large and grey, and they crushed everything in sight. Their eyes pierced death into the victims. Killed their hopes, ravaged their minds. Left them crying, their souls in distress.

And the monsters served her in her head. She tried to slay them, but she could not. She tried not to fall to them, but she would not. She tried not to lose her mind, but she had to. The hallowed gods looked upon her no more. The flowers in her hair wilted away.

And the nightmares came calling in their dreams.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Lost

What's the worst thing that could ever happen to you? A terminal illness, a life without hope, a wasted passion? Your beliefs destroyed, your character in pieces? Or death? Let's start from there.

Where do you run to, when you are lost?
Who do you turn to, when you have no one?
Is there a way out for the damned?
Is fear the only truth, hidden after the sun?

Is there a dance that no one watches?
Why do angels kiss, if they sing and pray?
Tears do not buy you life or reverence;
A promise, a river, a lie they all said.

Tell me, silence me, then tell me the truth,
The water runs quick, shimmering and blue;
Nightingales talked of love and killed with arrows,    
Circles of fate, and so many fools.
                               
I'm lost and so are you. I don't know what to do and neither do you. Life is a cruel master and its puppets are bound. They are dancing; drinking in fairytales. Slaves to fate, and to circles of fate. Why do we learn? Why do we yearn? Just to fall as prey.

Monday, February 25, 2013

Going solo

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Story of a boy

He came from a small town. And he was born to live a simple life. Cycling with the wind, playing with his sister, listening to the stories of his old grandmother, growing up to take care of his family. A smile on a shy face, a skip in every eager step and joy unbounded in his heart, he was the love and pride of his parents.

He dreamed of being a writer. Days he would spend in his room, reading, learning, never tiring but always craving for more. His mind seemed one with the author and in that magic, he reveled. Time flew by and hours felt like moments. Enthralled he would be when he thought to inspire such enchantment in the hearts of young readers with his words.

But Fate thought to intervene and he was led astray. He was a bright student at school, and his parents decided to send him to the finest college. There he got a degree, one that would help him to get a steady, well-paying job. He would earn enough money, live in a big city and support his family.

Arrive he did in that city of wonders, the city that housed the wealthy in its skyscrapers and the destitute in its slums, the city where dreams were rumored to come true. He was fascinated, by all that was and could be. The people drew him to them the most, and he thought of reaching out to them through his words. He dreamed of weaving fantasies and stories and of telling to the world truths and untruths galore.

He was an underdog, and he worked all day at his stuffy office desk. At night, he hid away from Fate and wrote his stories. During the hours of daylight, he slaved away at myriad unworthy tasks, yet his enthusiasm and sincerity never wavered. Later he would take respite in himself, in his mind and his books, writing for himself. The sweet, shy and scared boy had lived on in this man. He wrote about what he saw and felt, and what he imagined, yet feared to bring it out to the monstrous world.

He lived on, writing, hiding and working, always working. He was promoted and given more work to do. And he persevered. Never could he face the world with his dream alone. Life began to change for him. No longer did he have time to write his books. His smile vanished, his dream disintegrated. He was not an underdog anymore, but now dealing with younger underdogs and dreamers. He grew old, to all the world a successful person.

He tried to break away from the monotony and stillness, but his responsibilities tied him ever tighter. Those magical scraps of paper, with the ink long dried on the captivating and bewitching words, lay to waste in the darkest corners of his house. His mind had gaps in it, like a pleasant dream long forgotten, that gaps of many days spent without ever thinking of that dream. And the days turned into years. The light in his eyes had gone out, his face was marred by the sorrow of a crumbling life. The writer and the dream were no more, a shadow of the boy lived on.

Fate, it seemed, had taken its due. The power of the beguiling words was thought to be forever lost. And one day, he chanced upon an old story he had long forgotten he had written. Memories and smiles it brought back. He hesitated, then stepped forward and gave it to his son. An eagerness awoke in his heart, with hope.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Bucket List

The Bucket List is a wish list of things to do before one dies. It is inspired by a movie starring Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman who are both terminally ill when they hit the road to live their last days in fun and fulfillment rather than in a dull ward. Here is my list-

1. Attend a live concert of Trans Siberian Orchestra. Complete with the pyrotechnic displays and the whole instrumental range
2. Live in Ladakh, in a place like Shey Valley. With nothing but the snow capped mountains, wind blown pines, translucent blue streams and the peaceful stupas around you.
3. Learn to converse in Spanish, Italian, French and Urdu.
4. Learn the Viennese waltz. In all its tragic beauty and flawless grace.
5. Create, design. Something, that will blow my mind off
6. Read the Quran. Entirely, honestly
7. Have my own chestnut brown horse. Name it Firenze. Ride it over open fields. Run with the wind
8. Visit Kashmir. Take in the beauty of its gardens, lakes, mountains, streams, rocks, people. Beauty long gone they say. Perhaps, and perhaps not.
9. Watch a tiger in the open forest; as it lives its life, hunts, kills, drinks, lazes around.
10. Read the entire collection of Frederick Forsyth. Live the exciting and aspirational life of a virtual spy.
11. Play all of Beethoven on the piano. Love and sweetness to me.
 

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